*****+18 &over only++++ My blog is full of the Nasty things tht give me the Vapors😊 These are kinks tht i'm exploring as I try and find who I am sexually. A formerly sheltered and sexually supressed Anabaptist church girl who has spent the last 4 yrs experiencing worldly things. Im few yrs shy of 30 and I've only been online for 4 yrs now. I finally escaped and left home for college after turning 24 y/o. I dropped out almost 2 yrs ago and now I'm trying not to crash & burn as I try navigating my way thru this cruel real world. Now I am final able to see wht I can discover on this wide webbed world of ours. Where better to start my journey than where most people go online(hehe). I'm tired going into sex situations ill-prepared & inexperience not knowing wht I want. Many times I end up getting used for the pleasures of those who recognize how naive & gullable I am and take advatage of my pathetic situation. After being burned online a couple time I learned my lesson about the unspoken rules. I learn most things the hard way. I have been dating a girl I meet at the club I dance at...(inguire privately for details about how I started dancing) It's not luv but I will always luv her for guiding me thru this part of my life. She is so patient w/ my child lk ignorance. I've put a lot of trust in her by letting make certain decisions for me. Our relationship has been heavy on the sexual side and I'm dying to talk about the things we do and ask questions about things she gets me to agree to. Sometimes I get the feeling tht she makes me do things for her amusement. IRL I'm too embarassed to ask those type questions like Is "Tossing salad" expected? "Salad tossing is the term I found after googling "Ass eating" LOL! Thts jst seems so random to me. So please contact me w/ any advice tht might help me get my life straightened out. Or just listen to stories about mistakes I've made trying to figure shit out on my own.   Â
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Ahhhh😆 lol! Scare me